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Grabe!! Ang tagal ko ng di nag-uupdate dito.. ngayon lang ako nakapag internet after almost two weeks ata.. tas andaming messages sa inbox, nakakatamad basahin.. grr…
What’s new? Well, second sem na ng freshman year ko dito sa peyups. And I can honestly say that time flies by so fast.. in a span of 5 months, memorize mo na yung mundong kinagagalawan mo sa unibersidad, tapos magugulantang ka na lang dahil babaguhin mo na naman ang lifestyle mo pagdating ng second sem.. huhu… subjects ko ngayon chem 16 lec and lab, math 53, env sci1, philo 1, eng 10 tsaka pe3 sd… haha.. as if you care.
Pasensya na po sa makakabasa nito at napakamiserable ng tono ng entry na to.. Well.. I think only my closest friends know how down i feel kapag depressed ako.. sobrang malaking contrast sa usual peppy (tama ba?) perky self ko.
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Nakakafrustrate pala when you realize you’ve done something you thought was okay then pero ireregret mo after some time. Tama nga ang sinasabi nila na you only realize the true value of something once you’ve lost it. And it hurts when you know there’s no chance of getting it back. You feel hopeless and shattered, and the regret you feel will linger until time helps you forget.
Regrets, but..
What’s the matter of wanting something more?
